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Your Shadows flow over the broken ground.
The stars above are welcomed now.
Even when apart by thousands of lights.
Yours will shine just as bright.
Welcomed into our innocence.
We'll become one together.
You are never alone,
We are always here for you.
Even when your shadows shine through.
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A Hollow Mesh
03:47
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The network is breaking down,
It's hard to repress the dark thoughts now,
In a moment of clarity, I see it all, for what it is, insincerity.
Is there nothing to hold my fall, nothing to help me see?
Won't you answer please?
Is nothing dear to me?
Can't suppress this open flame.
Heart in distress, the web ablaze.
Need to express this hollow-ness.
Tearing down, the Hollow-Mesh.
Connection failed from selfish-ness, what can I say?
Is there no other way?
Can't suppress, it's Hard to explain.
Heart in distress, the web inflames.
Need to express my hollow-ness.
Tearing down, this Hollow-Mesh.
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Wheel Spin
02:18
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A tire in a tire, keeps on going.
Most of the trip still lies ahead.
See ya round kid.
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The World is burning around us,
But I am not on fire.
When we look over the edge now,
All to see is, us...
The Orange Haze comes with you, swallowing up the dust.
But I would have it no other way, If we were here together now!
What would you look like, and What would you hold?
Where we here together, or was I just told?
Dancing in the moonlight, Dancing sole to sole.
When where we altogether, when were we last whole?
As I awake I forget the faces, the names and all.
Until unlocked, the memories haunt their mortal thrall.
If I could see you, would they go, or only come faster now?
What would I say, and What would I do?
Were we always separate, am I just like you?
A plague on the horizon, are you here to cure me?
Tugging at the heart, wish I'd have a break through.
Nostalgia, one of purist emotions I've found.
But fall to hard, and you'll find yourself on the ground.
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Dreams Recalled
04:32
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You are here, I remember you.
And when I'm here the world comes true.
But there I am, I'm missing you.
And every time, it ends with you.
I'm trapped in a mind, with my own fears.
Can't escape the doubt, the pain, the tears.
I'm chasing the light, but it's so hard to catch,
Might as well, leave it in the past!
She gave me hope, and I pushed it away,
What else is there to say,
But One Day!
As reality draws closer now,
The stones tell your fate,
But you are doomed to nothing but fade.
I know you cannot stay, but at least I can keep the memories...
These memories,
The memories...
Are safe with me!
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Alison
06:39
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A vague memory approaches,
Trying to remember who that is.
The voice, the face, it's gone now.
Maybe it'll be around again some day...
Alison,
I think of you,
Much more often than I thought I would.
You were right there, Now You're fading, fading...
And all I'm left with - is your name...
And a feeling.
Alison,
I Dream of you,
Much more often than I thought I would.
You were a friend, Now You're fading from memory.
Maybe that's just the loneliness,
Or something I can't express...
Alison,
I wish you well,
Maybe you'll come back around again some day...
Some... Day...
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Memories from the past.
All of the distant past.
And you have the key.
Do you have the key?
Do you have the key?
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Undefined, Unexplained, I am myself, No mask to blame.
Light in the dark, So far to find. What could've been, If resigned to hide.
Barely Tempered, still in the womb, what will it take for you to bloom?
Where have you gone to, and where am I?
Take my hand, and we could fly.
The world won't be shielded from your gaze,
But there is more here than just the blaze.
All is fine, don't mind the flames.
Nothing is wonderful, and you are to blame.
Much less to face, much less to find,
I swear this isn't how we're designed.
Undefined, Unexplained, a coward hidden from the rain.
When you're in the Glass,
There is nothing sane.
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-and all I could think was, I have to learn how to hit those high notes, how to change my key, and well that really applies to life I guess.
I know It might sound- might sound a little silly.
This is how you grow, I suppose.
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Will it be, the hopes and dreams.
Here today, can't feel the breeze.
(Potential, Potential)
Standing there, No longer astray.
Back together, not the same, please don't turn, me away.
Tell me now, where have you been?
What have you done and where have you gone?
Did you stop when you left my sight?
Or have you grown up far too bright?
Tell me now, Are you just like me?
Lost in the wind, and trying to see?
Could you do something more than write?
Stay with me here all through the night?
You knew me, and I knew you.
Do you know me, and do I know you?
Are you with me, or are you on the run?
Here you save me, or here to fire the gun?
We're here now, we've made it.
I've done it! I've done it!
Are they gone now, are they gone now?!
Are they gone now, are they gone now?!
Are they gone now, are they gone now?!
Are they gone now, are they gone now?!
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11. |
A Moment of Peace
03:26
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Lazy eye,
Coming back.
Sure you're right,
It's time to fallback.
One day, you'll come back to me!
You didn't call, you didn't write.
I did it all, I did it right.
One day,
One day.
You messed up and did,
Everything wrong.
Now I'm sure that I wanted you gone.
One day, I'll make it back to you!
One day, I'll come through.
It's been years since I've seen your face.
One day I'll have to break from grace.
Some day I'll have to feel again.
When will you come around my friend?
We could've had something, born familiarity.
But I can't handle your absentee.
Some days I'll be on the dark side of the moon.
And sunrise will come, but it won't come too soon
The horizon breaks, spilling over the ground.
and here I am again, alone now...
*Sigh*
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Some Day
06:23
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It must have been about eight years ago, when my life changed.
Eight years ago is around the time when I started getting sick and- and I had to leave school.
When I left school I locked up my memories as hard as I could, subconsciously, so I could never try and challenge myself on- remembering happier times.
A few months ago, almost a year ago now I suppose, I started having dreams of- of someone who was rather close to me, during those times.
And a few months later an old friend got in contact with me and, I couldn't remember who they were, so I - started thinking and searching and looking, in my brain just trying to see who that was, and when I finally remembered, I unlocked the rest of it along with it, and-
A profound sense of loneliness.
I would- I would dream of all these people that I used to know in elementary, and some I even called my friends, but I couldn't recall the names or the faces after I'd woken up.
I knew them all perfectly- I knew them all perfectly well in the dream, but immediately after I woke up, they were gone.
At middle school, they split you up, and there's only about half of the people that you knew- and you only get to see them about half of the time.
So that coupled with my sickness, I had no reason to stay.
And now eight years later, I- haven't found them.
Eight years later I only know where three of my friends from back then are.
And it's sad.
It's sad but it's- it's, profound I suppose?
The only people who ever knew me, other than my family.
I don't know where they are anymore, I don't know where they've gone, what they've done, who they've become, how they've changed.
And they don't know how I've changed, how I've grown.
I like to think I've grown at least.
It's hard.
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15. |
Pen Head (Bonus Track)
03:42
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